is this thing on?

I have stage fright about posting on the other site right now since it's been so damn long. I don't know if I have anything to talk about, but I really need to get back in the habit of writing before i forget how. I feel like motherhood has sucked everything interesting out of me and I call I can talk about is diapers and car seats. I don't want to write about the kids, but I also don't want to forget about the details, how awesome they are right now. Even when they are not awesome.

so i don't know. Maybe I'll try this for a while until I get it all going again.